Q, R, C, J, A ???

Well, it's past midnight, and I'm still awake.

Again.

I just can't seem to turn my mind off at the end of the day. Why is it churning? Oh, the usual. I have boys on the brain.

Again.

I seem to constantly review and consider, and evaluate things said or unsaid. I have so many directions to take (at least in my head), but no guts to pursue any of them. Plus, when my single male friends come to ME for advice, I wonder, "how could this have started out different?"

Maybe I just need to get laid.

Update:
1:47 am. Still awake. Fuck.